Morning,
27 years, and what have I learnd? That life are just too complext to explain in a brief. There are just too many layers in us, and in each one of the layers can be so diffrent and complex. The sadest thing is that we can see only the layers we know at other people. Lets say if two people are interacting, than the one who is listening is reading all the information and anylasing the other out of the layers that he have and thinking in his own mind set, and he can miss all the beauti of the other layers.
If people could just read each other in an ‘objective’ matter than I presume we can understand each other better. But I guess that it has to be a good reason that we are so diffrent and we have a mechanisem that won’t let us understand each other.
Why am I decided to start like this… Well I guess that I have couple of reasons… life are just too complex. I belive that the best why to understand something is try to explain it. and by that I mean that i’m in a quest of try to understand how it all became that confusing…
I live in Tel Aviv with my Girlfriend which is psychologist. We are living together for an year.
I think I got it all… Good job, nice ride, great apartment in TA, friend family and health. I got hobbies like jiu jizu and guitar. I’m in good shape and very atletic.
But I feel like my future is blured… When talking with coachers the most important thing that they want is to give you some kind of roadmap.
They ask you to write your life in 20 years.
I’m kind of sure what I want to achive in 20 years, but I don’t know what I want to do tommorow or even in the next year.
All of that makes me feel bad! and ‘On paper’ I should be very happy, I’m not!
Thats what I’m trying to understand.
I hope this blog can guid me or even you! yes I’m talking to you. the reader.
You can leave a comment saying what do you think someone with that feeling can do…
It can be a todo list or any other activity.
Bye for now…
Amir
